Dear lord
Those whos love for me was most true
You have called home
Leaving me with more than I can do
Leaving me to do it alone
I know its not for me to understand
I know that this somehow is part of your plan
You see me grieve
Dear lord it should have been me
I bleed but I still breathe
You have placed so much in these hands
Hands that shake
No stranger to mistakes
And I fail and I pay the price
This time its not just my life